Two songs

This is the song that makes me feel like I’m a kid again, at home with my mom in our living room, on a peaceful afternoon. All those memories come back, the feeling of safety, of ease, of being cared for, of freedom, of relaxing after a good day, of looking forward to more good things. This song makes me feel the experience of being inside the world of my mother’s love and care.

https://youtu.be/eCCan3TFPoc

This song also sparked deep feelings in me as a kid. I dint know the words, but I felt the longing. This song pulled my heart of out my chest as a kid, and it still does. My mother had this CD and listened to it a lot of quiet afternoons. I didn’t know what it was from or what it meant. But I could tell that it meant something! It was speaking to me about fall leaves crinkling and blowing away on a cool, breezy, sunny day, and regret and loss. The autumn of the heart.

https://youtu.be/-JbAQHqpdh4